Somebody asked me the other day what my superpower would be ā¦ and I said to make everyone in the world happy .
I know this may sound naive or cheesy.. but this is what i truly felt .. and with everything going on in the world at the moment it feels like a relevant wish
I also feel as a designer and a creator of womenās clothes for over twenty years this was always my intentionā¦ to make people happy ā¦ to make woman / people feel empowered to lift their spirits to bring them joy .. to give them something they can wear to create beautiful memories in . This was my purpose.. to elevate frequency through the art of dress
I want to ask you please if you ever wore an Alice McCall dress to share your story here in the comments ..if you have a found memory wearing this dress .. can you share the dress description or name ā¦ where you wore it .. and how it made you feel .. This is why i did what i did .. it was a devotion to raising spirit .. it was always heartfeltā¦ and it was always about making people feel good šā¤ļøšŖ·ā¤ļøš. Photocredit. @bonnie_hansen.jpeg@emmasummerton
A horses heart generates a strong electro magnetic field that is larger and more powerful then a humans , and this field can interact with the humans EMF. When a humans heart comes into coherence with a horses heart ā¦ this can have beneficial healing and calming effects. #healinghorses #love #thinkwithyourheart #intuition
Today is my 51st Birthday, and probably the most challenging year of my life physically, spiritually and mentally.. But with this comes the opportunity for tremendous growth. iām choosing to focus on my healing not my illness .. From this time of hardship I realise just how precious life is .. ššš
My health has really declined in the last 3 weeks
in the last 3 days iāve been in an ambulance twice to hospital as Iāve fainted and had loss of feelings in my arms and legs and mouth . I feel like my world is closing down . Itās actually the scariest thing iāve ever been through.
The Doctors do my bloods and heart rate ā¦ they say Iām fine and they release me ā¦ I know my body .. and I know Iām not fine
It feels like iāve either got a severe virus or poisoning or a toxic overload. My lymphatic system feels blocked and my nerves feel fried ( hence me losing feeling in hands arms legs feet and mouth. ) then this is causing an inflammatory response and circulation issues .. I actually need urgent help .. and i just donāt know what to do .
Re my Bone Cancer diagnosis
Iāve had a MRI with contrast that shows 6 metastatic lesions, but my radioactive PET scan and radioactive bone scan showed nothing.. However my bones hurt .. they feel like acid ā¦ my Oncologist released me .. but my Radiologist said itās imperative I get a biopsy on my bones to know definitively what the issue with my bones is
Iām so lost .. I m so scared .. Iām actually feeling like my body is really shutting down .. Iām feeling like at any given moment I could pass . Can anyone advise on Inflammation/ Circulation/ nerve damage issues ..
also it feels I need help to detox and clean my system out
I really do need help ā¦ šā¤ļøš
to my beautiful @wilderose80 . Today you are 18 .. you truly are the Wildest Rose ā¦ beautiful.. independent.. and strong . Your creativity is so profound, you have always been able to channel and harness such a strong creative force. I am proud to be your mother, I love you so much , and am excited to see your life continue to blossom .. boundlessly and in abundance of love ..as the beautiful Wilde Rose that you are ā¤ļø š¹ ā¤ļø
iām suffering.. iām really sick ā¦ and finding hard to navigate the right way forward. iāve been diagnosed with several lesions on my pelvic bone and vertebrae now .. and am waiting to find out if I have bone cancer , and feel i might have had an adverse reaction to a radioactive IV at the nuclear department of the cancer hospitalā¦ and am now even more sick.
Iām really trying to cultivate good energyā¦ and healing .. unfortunately Iām having to close my Brand down again very soon as i just canāt work at the momentā¦ I want to send appreciation to my business partners for believing in me and the investment, but we now need to close , as iām dealing with severe health issues.
I love designingā¦ i love being creative.. im absolutely gutted with whatās happening with my health.. Itās one thing after the other .
I really want to find peace and light and love and healing ā¦ itās pretty simple.. i feel so many people are going through things we just need to be kind to each other ā¦ itās really fucking hard at the moment.
I just want to focus on getting better.. and cultivating light and love
Iāve just been diagnosed with Foraminal Stenosis.
Recently i put my hand up to my close friends and family , and said Im not coping . About a year ago I had been diagnosed with Functional Neurological disorder, which essentially is an umbrella term. with a plethora of symptoms unique to each Individual.
My symptoms are neurological and mental.. but the scariest ones currently are physical. Iām starting to find it hard to walk and pick up ordinary objects like my handbag or a cup of tea . Iām degenerating so quickly that iāve had to stop working, even doing the grocery shopping has become hard .. itās no longer second nature to me .
I want to get better ā¦. Iām scared .. my body and my mind are failing me .. Iāve taken time off to 100 percent focus on my health and do more symptom based researchā¦ as really only I know what Iām going through.
In wanting more answers as to what is happening to me physically and neurologically ( iāve almost lost complete sensation on my whole skin surface and my muscles are deteriorating at a really fast pace ).. I researched the best MRI in Australia . @mermaid_beach_radiology came up based in the Goldcoast.
At this stage I focused on a neck and upper vertebrae MRI .. as this is the point of most inflammation and pain . Yesterday I got my results I have Foraminal Stenosisā¦ with severe degeneration of the right side of C 4,5,6,7 of my vertebrae. Firstly I felt relieved ( as i felt no one believed in my physical degeneration) and now Iām feeling quite alone and scared.
Iām scared as my physical symptoms are very real . Foraminal Stenosis causes issues with the nervous system through the spine , which presents in body numbness and muscle deterioration. Iāve always been so independent, a single mother who has brought up two children pretty much solo for 10 years and a sole business owner of quite a large business. I only got my results yesterday and Iām not sure if my Foraminal Stenosis is linked to my FND diagnosis, but iām sure it is .. as the body is holistic and they both present in deterioration of my central nervous system.
Authentic Self Post Creatively Iāve been really struggling recently, and itās brought me to meditate on some questions. Who am I ? What do I stand for ? What do I love and value I never really identified as a fashion designer. I feel like i am a creative, and at my best I channel positive energy into what I create, and in doing this I help uplift people and make them feel good . This really is it . My intention is to uplift and elevate frequency through my design and the art of dress . So through this time of hardship and in knowing and identifying my intentions I come back into my alignment and am focusing on conscious creation. This to me feels right , as it is how I started design working with vintage fabrics and scarves that I would sew on my singer sewing machine that my mother bought me for my 21st birthday. So now here i am back in Bali , where i started my brand Alice McCall , and I am both humbled and grateful to be here . I feel in a way success came to me easily with the birth of my brand Alice McCall , and in that potential I became complacent. In a way itās through periods of hardship that you really find yourself. I believe every one has a gift and a unique offer to the world, and it through connecting to heart you find your soul purpose . iāve been collecting vintage fabrics for 20 years , and in coming back to craft and reverence through what I do , I will be make ā one of a kind ā pieces, that hold sentiment and high frequency. Iāve reconnected with my original factory in bali , Dewa is the owner .. and he has kept the original Alice McCall archive . These pieces were all handmade , and individually embroidered and cutout .. they were a real labour of love . It feels so sentimental to see these original Alice McCall pieces . My intention now is to create with integrity and love ā¤ļø
