I’ve had this page for a little over 5 years. If you’ve been around, you’ve watched me grow and transform within myself and my art. It’s hard to separate the two tbh.
So much of my 20’s was unlearning the traits I embodied in order to survive growing up. I’ve gone about gently reparenting myself and making sure I have access to the help n resources that I needed all along. It’s been a time Chile. But, in all I’m grateful that I chose life all those years ago (2016) and that I was able to capture these moments creatively along the way.
And, obviously it wasn’t easy. It still isn’t. Having to look back at old self portraits and see how much my heart was hurting. I was angry and sad for that version of me that didn’t think their life was worth fighting for. Because the world had told me as much.
But, I made it to year 30 (technically I’m 29) and I’m so glad I was patient with myself.
& Rih before I fractured/sprained both my wrist, I was asking the universe what’s the point? I can make art anywhere technically…I got my name changed legally and I feel settled in my medical transition. Why am I still here? This bih is expensive af & ion even be outside lih that fr😪
Lih, Cowboy Carter had me ready to move to Texas. Ima southern boi at heart. I like porch sittin, building ish n having a truck to haul around art supplies sounds like a dream to me. Plus, I hope to move closer to my family eventually. But, Spirit was like, “your job isn’t done yet/Let me remind you, this is a gift.”
So, I’ve been thinking about what I actually want, how I can best serve my communities and what success looks like to me and what it’ll look like in the next 10 years. Shiii—- the next 20! 30! Ect!
My creative journey is honestly just beginning. I jus know I want to continue building, making art, telling stories while creating safe spaces and community.
Thank you to everyone that’s ever spoken life into me or my art. It never went unnoticed even if I wasn’t able to respond properly. I will always speak on the importance of mental health, art and the act of creating oneself. Always. Lih, it’ll be alright…Just stay afloat and stay fluid my friends. With love, Cam 🥹🙏🏾🖤✨🌊
‘Managing’ my trans-identity and everything it comes with has been kicking my ass lately but as always I turn to my art to process it all. This helped me clear up some mental space.
I finally feel free enough to actually enjoy living in the manifestations of my hearts desires. Thank you to everyone that’s been patient with me as I oscillate btwn these two realities, in an attempt to supersede it all.
Also, *tea* my name is Cameron Alexander. Pronouns are still they/them. If you don’t know, ask about me. && Stay fluid my friends. xoxo. 🧚🏿♂️✨ #transawarenessweek #nonbinary #arttherapy #transawarenessmonth
Child of the Atlantic ~ Depicting Dreams at the height of quarantine, post George Floyd. Emotional overloads. I’m still tired. Thank you @publicworksartcenter for housing this piece during first annual Spark Exhibition 2020.
Thank you @lctakesaction for shedding light on the demolition request made in regards to the home of legendary blacksmith, Phillip Simmons.
The board meeting was held this past Thursday. It was nice to hear Phillip’s grandson, Gilliam’s, heart’s desires on the matter. I’m also grateful to see how many people showed up in yea of its preservation and the extent of proposed aid offered.
Concluding with the board giving 90 days to create a stabilization plan for the home.
Here, I lay a digital offering with the intention of honoring the pillars and protectors of Charleston and Gullah Geechie culture. My admiration of Phillip Simmons and his eldest grandson, Dr. Ade Ofunniyin, runs deep.
In 2020, I was gifted three books by Dr. Offuniyin. One came with a warning that I must return it, as it was one of his favorites. Unfortunately, he passed away a few months later before I could give it back.
Following suit, I moved to New York and my mind often wondered back to Dr.O’s tale of an artist who visited his store almost daily (Harlem’s New World Food Center) during the 1980’s.
The Artist (name unknown) gifted Dr. O his sketchbook filled with portraits of fellow patrons. Kept in care as he was able to show me years later. I was taken aback when I saw doodles that looked just like mine. You could tell we were inspired by the same sources.
This experience was the first time I realized I was speaking a visual language with a history and energetic pull behind it. It influenced the way in which I navigate my creative energy. And, I love coming across it in other artist.
Fast forward, to the beginning of summer 2025 and spirit advised me to go home & find his books. Finish reading about his life. Fellowship more with what he was trying to give. Subway rides were filled with sweet and hard truths as summer ended. I genuinely love how honest he was.
It left me wondering, how many lives can you fit into one? I’ve shared a few quotes from Dr. O’s autobiography. Phillip through his eyes felt a little bit sweeter. I’ll share more thoughts soon as I mostly have questions right now.
Saturn Return: Completed - Lions Gate: Walked Through - Age: 30 - Location: Pluto Line - Still creating, still building. NGL, I have a lot to say…For now, rest in gratitude with me and enjoy my favorite moments from the past year. Follow me on tik tok if you wanna catch me in real time. Stay Fluid my Friends 🌊✨
Know You By Your Touch, seen by me 🤞🏾
In every lifetime, true connection offers the power to find each other by the simple sense of touch
Models:
@aleda.andro@melani.midas
Movement Director: @livxfriends
Update:// I’m the first to admit I create from a place of leisure. My only priority this year was to lay a stable foundation and environment conducive for me to grow. I had so much fun living life and tinkering here n there. I was able to get a job in Art Handling and I love learning how to build things. I also get to visit museums bts and absorb dope work in the process. Leaning heavy into sculpting for my traditional work. Also, thinking of ways I can incorporate profit into creating while actively avoiding the trap of capitalism. For now, I just want to build community. I be on Tik Tok way more but I’ll be back with updates eventually. Stay Fluid My Friends 🌊✨
It’s my rebirth day so time to update the main. It’s crazy how much can change in a year. I scheduled a few post to get into the details but tdlr:
First solo exhibition went up in March 2022. It was amazing to see concepts come to life & have my family travel home to see it.
I immediately tossed everything to the wind after that and went north to the only place I thought I’d be free. Just as my kinfolk before me.
Arrived in NYC on Pride weekend and received all that I needed.
I fell in love again, with the art. Just like when I first dropped out of college. Now, the train is my studio and the city is my inspiration.
This page was always meant to document my relationship to creativity. It is as I am.
Over time it turned into something else. I’m not sure if I’ll keep it or let it go but for now…I am here 🧚🏿✨
Ended the year with this commissioned piece of Nipsey Hustle’s Varsity Lap album. Many cups of tea and I rewatched the entire ATLA series. I’m definitely opening up to the idea more commissioned pieces in 2021. Would y’all be interested in that? 🌝✨
I’ve had this jacket for what seems like forever. It’s been with me from high femme to high masc and everything in between. Though it’s worn and torn, I wanted to send it out in style before I hang it up for good. The design is inspired by a statue of Apis (Egyptian God) and terra-cotta jars. If you wanna see the bts process, check out my IGTV: Apis 🐮 (@Aleda.Andro )
