I never thought I’d be in a position where I’d publicly share how challenging it’s been to find long term assignments since transitioning into freelancing, but here I am, choosing vulnerability and putting my availability out into the universe.
After spending the last 5+ years producing global campaigns at Tommy Hilfiger before stepping into my freelance journey, I felt confident in both my experience and the network I had built. With many years in production and a body of work I’m incredibly proud of, I still find it challenging to land the right long term opportunity.
Sometimes, you have to put your pride aside, be honest, and ask your community for support.
So with that being said, I’m available for long term freelance assignments and also open to full time opportunities for the right fit.
My portfolio link is above.
If you know of any opportunities, connections, or simply feel called to share this post, I’d truly appreciate it. 🤍
I’ve realized just how addicted I am to creative energy...the conversations, the collaboration, and the spirit that comes from passionate people building something together.
I felt that deeply on set with this team.
Watching Tarek work left such an incredible impression on me. His vision, precision, and presence were inspiring.
Everyone showed up with their A-game, ready to give their absolute best. It felt magical.
And Georgia rose to the occasion, delivering the most electrifying poses. Absolutely stunning.
The styling by Joana was top-notch, bringing everything together so effortlessly.
Grateful to have been part of something so special.
Photography by @tarekmawad
Fashion by @joana_dacheville
Hair by @alipirzadeh
Makeup by @joshxbart
Modelled by @georgiapalmer at @imgmodels
Casting by @alexandrasandbergcasting
Set Design by @elmehdi_largo
Production by @ahmadlarnes
Photographer’s assistant @santihendrix
Stylist’s assistant Matéo Ferreira
Set Design assistant @clementinedebray
Digital Operator @yiouliit
Studio @maria.studio.paris@dapperdanmagazine ❤️
The last 2 months have been some of the toughest of my life. After 5+ amazing years in Amsterdam, I relocated to Munich for a new role — only to have my contract canceled by a certain online retailer just 2 days before my start date. Shock doesn’t even begin to describe it. For a moment, I thought about giving up.
But if there’s one thing I know, it’s that I’m not weak. I’ve faced darker moments in my life, and if I could survive those, I can handle this setback too. I took a massive chance moving to Munich against the advice of many, because I’ve never been afraid to leap before looking. And when I realized the move wasn’t aligned with my career or my happiness, I packed up, headed back to Amsterdam, and decided to bet on myself.
Since being back, I’ve reconnected with friends and discovered a newfound appreciation for this city that feels more like home than ever. Amsterdam has welcomed me back with open arms, and it feels like exactly where I need to be right now.
So here I am — officially embarking on a new journey as a freelance Creative Producer, while also getting back into the studio to write and record new music. It feels like a rebirth, a chance to build something truly my own. With years of experience and an incredible network, I know I’ll thrive.
To everyone who has stepped out on their own — whether against all odds or just against the false sense of “security” at big companies — kudos to you. You’ve been my inspiration, and now it’s my turn.
My last shoot with Tommy 🖤
A bittersweet goodbye before stepping into… not-so-greener pastures (more on that later).
On a shoestring budget — by Tommy standards — we asked for the impossible in a single day. And somehow, we did it. An incredible team. A production partner who got the job done. All hands on deck. Pure magic. ✨
I’ll miss this crew, this energy, this chapter.
Thank you for making my swan song at Tommy one I’ll never forget. 🥂
Final assets + some favorite BTS moments, because this one deserves to be remembered.
when life gives you lemons, make lemonade
Sometimes, taking a leap of faith doesn’t land the way you hoped. You can feel crushed by the actions of others who try to break your spirit. But giving up isn’t an option. You gather yourself, correct the course, and keep moving — because resilience is in your DNA. It’s not about proving them wrong; it’s about proving to yourself that you were built to withstand the storm.
After 5+ years in Amsterdam, it’s officially my last week here. 🛫
Since moving to Europe, I’ve lived in 3 cities, in 3 different countries. I’ve soaked up as much as I could—cultures, experiences, lessons. I’ve made so many connections… some lasting, many fleeting.
Now I’m heading to a city I never imagined I’d live in.
When I told friends, I heard the disapproval. And for a second, I let it get to me.
But then I remembered:
I never imagined leaving the U.S.
I never imagined quitting my NYC photo studio job in 2011 to move to Berlin and focus on music.
Yet I did.
So here’s to tuning out the noise.
To taking the leap.
To not letting fear run the show.
#newchapter
