𝓛𝓸𝓸𝓴 𝓦𝓱𝓪𝓽 𝓦𝓮’𝓿𝓮 𝓓𝓸𝓷𝓮
Relationship heartbreak is a disgusting, messy, and confusing thing. Losing someone you’ve built a whole world with can feel like the ground beneath you becomes a dark void. Your safety, your home, your peace is gone. Sometimes you’re left spinning out of control, other times something new and beautiful can grow from the darkness. 🥀🥀🥀
I owe my heart to this team.
Directed by me
DP @matthewjames_nyc
Choreographed by @sofiaquezaire
Dancers @damontaehack x @waverlyfredericks
Styled by @rowainee assisted by @artsykay101
Music by the best @eartheater
Set design and still photography by @edmaximus
Title design @kbansari
Set hands @qetsiyab and Mama
Special Thanks @jonathonreis
Feeling grateful I can share my feelings about the world through art. This project “HUMAN NATURE” from @edmaximus and I was brought to life with help from the amazing @empowered_faces . Thanks for being open minded 🖤 It feels like the world is going nuts most days. The wars, constant destruction of nature, and the violence that pours out of people’s mouths in these apps can make anyone want to hide away. I have a lot of projects I’m working on from the heart to explain things the only way I know how… through pictures and video. Hope you enjoy the ride 👽
No words to actually describe the screaming or jumping up and down that occurred 🤣 so much love for the fam that pulled up instantly and to all the people that blew up the dms lol. You guys have my heart. So much love from my city today and @calvinklein team you're still making this girl's dreams a reality...shout out @feliciathegoat for your open window love. I was too stunned to ask for a pic. This is a memory I'll have forever. Damn! 🥲♥️♥️
No caption would be long enough to explain how I feel about my partner. @edmaximus has been by my side for the last 10+ years through some pretty trying times. Not everyone in my life has even laid eyes on this man in person, but they know I call him my angel in this life. I’ve never dreamt of getting married (neither of us did) but I always told my mom if he asked, I’d say yes in a heartbeat. Ed is someone who moves me to be better, becomes my anchor when I feel like I’m drowning, and makes me laugh til my sides hurt when all I want to do is crawl under the bed. He makes me feel like I can do and accomplish anything. When you find that person, you say yes! 💍🖤 she’s a fionce nowww. Also shout out to @jonathonreis for being my best friend even though you’re sneaky haha. We love you. 🥰
A sweet little peek into a personal project of mine. With everything going on in the world, I think the only way we make it through (besides rebuilding and relearning) is love.. Photographing my beautiful long term couple friends is bringing me peace and joy right now. @lawry98 and @foxnhound at home by me, @worthy__dye , and @shannonrodriguezartistry 🥀 thanks to @matthew__nyc and @edmaximus .
Phone and energy clearing and realizing I really just take pictures and never post so here’s some random past (mostly hair) moments 🙂↔️ my own nipple dress moment included.
2025 in review was the shittiest, most depressing, creativity fulfilling, and freeing year so far. Can’t wait for it to end! Ha 🙃🥰 I feel extremely lucky to be alive, to be ending this year with the best friends and family, and to have finally given birth to new sides of myself. 🐍
