[honoring the things i broke: akt2 / akt3]
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Mixed Media on paper and wood
75 x 150cm, variable
segmentation
#art #berlin #mixedmediaartist #charcoaldrawing #artphotograph
[honoring the things i broke: akt1 / akt3]
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Mixed Media on paper and wood
75 x 150cm
starting off this year with a triptych serial work, still work in progress
felt and learned a lot at the end of last year, guilt can linger so long it baffles me.
#art #berlin #mixedmediaartist #charcoaldrawing #artphotography
now i know why frutiger aero loves clouds so much.
5th pic is when I was visiting indonesia, on a volcano (merbabu in central java).
here is a unfinished thought i wrote down:
the clouds moved with such indifference here that I envied them. their passing was effortless, unobserved, yet entirely meaningful. i remained still beneath them (even tho i’m really close to them), weighed down by choices i never made paths i never walked, and the constant, invisible trial of being perceived.
i don’t know but perhaps the clouds are not free (they’re perhaps moving in a deterministic way) but atleast they are not expected to explain themselves.
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[untitled5]
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2025
Mixed Media on paper and wood
60 x 140cm
[p.o.v]
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2024
Mixed Media on paper and wood
90 x 160cm
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my take: everyone should be able to build their house with diamond blocks
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#charcoal #mixedmedia #art #sketchbook #artist #painting #drawing
[untitled3]
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2024
Mixed Media on paper and wood
100 x 220cm
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red red red red
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[sold]
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#charcoal #mixedmedia #art #sketchbook #artist #painting #red
[untitled2]
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2022
pen on paper
30 x 20cm
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„Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.
[…]“
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anyways this is one of my favorite poem by Dylan Thomas, Do not go gentle into that good night.
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#art #sketchbook #artist #drawing
trying to be more consistent the past few days, running out of charcoal though
and broke my no.1 earphones.
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[untitled4]
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2025
Mixed Media on paper and wood
75 x 150cm
[roter punkt]
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2024
Installation
30 x 45cm
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Aside from the installation, I actually use this monitor on a daily basis. Originally, this monitor came from my broken laptop with CPU damage (essentially braindead). My mom’s cutting board was the perfect size and base for this build.
The “glitch effects” were actually unintended when I first built this. They occurred due to the fps/Hz differences. (I later learned that the monitor can only receive PAL inputs, not NTSC. It took me a good while to figure out the problem lol)
For the installation, I intentionally use the “glitch effects” along with some other minor tweaks. The GoPro is connected via HDMI and has a dummy battery in it.
okay enough of this ☝️🤓
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#installation #art #installationart
[untitled]
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2023
Mixed Media on wood and paper
60 x 120cm
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used an ikea table for this one, couldn’t afford a big canvas lol
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#mixedmedia #charcoal #art #abstractart
![[honoring the things i broke: akt2 / akt3].Mixed Media on paper and wood75 x 150cm, variablesegmentation#art #berlin #mixedmediaartist #charcoaldrawing #artphotograph](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6735707029634549141714_0_f8fca6c670613cb274ae44b9c8125f7c.jpg?o=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&h=dfd29857cc47737b34fc692c60ef86d1)
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![now i know why frutiger aero loves clouds so much.5th pic is when I was visiting indonesia, on a volcano (merbabu in central java).here is a unfinished thought i wrote down:the clouds moved with such indifference here that I envied them. their passing was effortless, unobserved, yet entirely meaningful. i remained still beneath them (even tho i’m really close to them), weighed down by choices i never made paths i never walked, and the constant, invisible trial of being perceived.i don’t know but perhaps the clouds are not free (they’re perhaps moving in a deterministic way) but atleast they are not expected to explain themselves..[untitled5].2025Mixed Media on paper and wood60 x 140cm](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6757135518304252393837_0_b193666085029f01dd10ee7c5c093e40.jpg?o=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&h=f395d690816f58ab4fe2be059121be62)
![[p.o.v].2024Mixed Media on paper and wood90 x 160cm.my take: everyone should be able to build their house with diamond blocks...#charcoal #mixedmedia #art #sketchbook #artist #painting #drawing](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6818494567411922463958_0_63deea9cc4e224749519bef3e39b3ce1.jpg?o=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&h=ef98a372b29a12d5bcb8115e715c3319)
![[untitled3].2024Mixed Media on paper and wood100 x 220cm.red red red red.[sold]..#charcoal #mixedmedia #art #sketchbook #artist #painting #red](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6768166125476017633531_0_42b5088ccaefcde5a31f147fb6e45472.jpg?o=aHR0cHM6Ly9zY29udGVudC1vcmQ1LTMuY2RuaW5zdGFncmFtLmNvbS92L3Q1MS44Mjc4Ny0xNS82NTU0OTc2MjdfMTgwNTk0MjcyOTY0MDY4NDBfODExNzQ3MTQxNzIzMDQ1Mzc3Nl9uLmpwZz9zdHA9ZHN0LWpwZ19lMzVfczY0MHg2NDBfc2gyLjA4X3R0NiZfbmNfaHQ9c2NvbnRlbnQtb3JkNS0zLmNkbmluc3RhZ3JhbS5jb20mX25jX2NhdD0xMDAmX25jX29jPVE2Y1oyZ0dxamgzUmZtOEZGNE9jamYyOXNTM3ZZR2tXNDZxUU0zM3ROWkFLRFlUVUFXTHB3YlhRSENDT2ZBUDBkbENaUlMxc0JXbGxxU1A2SW9SaXBSYWtpM0pDJl9uY19vaGM9M3lYdy1ESnBoTjhRN2tOdndFaDVhdDUmX25jX2dpZD1EcWVUSnFSc3llRzRDYVhEWlEzMUNBJmVkbT1BUFU4OUZBQkFBQUEmY2NiPTctNSZvaD0wMF9BZjRWcHkwYURycEtRMFdNYnRUN2JHcXhvUXdJUVlndUgxVnRfM1JHYlJsYTZ3Jm9lPTZBMEZCNzIyJl9uY19zaWQ9YmMwYzJj&h=8a61e22807b59899e04482beb36dd99d)
![[untitled2].2022pen on paper30 x 20cm.„Do not go gentle into that good night,Old age should burn and rave at close of day;Rage, rage against the dying of the light.Though wise men at their end know dark is right,Because their words had forked no lightning theyDo not go gentle into that good night.[…]“.anyways this is one of my favorite poem by Dylan Thomas, Do not go gentle into that good night....#art #sketchbook #artist #drawing](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6737484814315458651752_0_dd909920eeaafcc4287915c6b89f0da5.jpg?o=aHR0cHM6Ly9zY29udGVudC1vcmQ1LTEuY2RuaW5zdGFncmFtLmNvbS92L3Q1MS44Mjc4Ny0xNS82NTQ0ODE3MTJfMTgwNjExMTgxNTk2OTE0NDVfNDE3MTQ4MzUyMjE4MTAxMTMxOF9uLmpwZz9zdHA9YzAuMTc4LjE0NDAuMTQ0MGFfZHN0LWpwZ19lMzVfczY0MHg2NDBfc2gyLjA4X3R0NiZfbmNfaHQ9c2NvbnRlbnQtb3JkNS0xLmNkbmluc3RhZ3JhbS5jb20mX25jX2NhdD0xMDEmX25jX29jPVE2Y1oyZ0dxamgzUmZtOEZGNE9jamYyOXNTM3ZZR2tXNDZxUU0zM3ROWkFLRFlUVUFXTHB3YlhRSENDT2ZBUDBkbENaUlMxc0JXbGxxU1A2SW9SaXBSYWtpM0pDJl9uY19vaGM9WUpGVVBpcExDV2NRN2tOdndFdi1JbHkmX25jX2dpZD1EcWVUSnFSc3llRzRDYVhEWlEzMUNBJmVkbT1BUFU4OUZBQkFBQUEmY2NiPTctNSZvaD0wMF9BZjRpczBEQnAwTmxHU1E0R25Ua2xPczZXdHBqT3ZJSHhJa0ZBNjIwTFhfTy1RJm9lPTZBMEZCQTZCJl9uY19zaWQ9YmMwYzJj&h=dcbc0e5ee5471de42de3baa1cc51e2c3)
![trying to be more consistent the past few days, running out of charcoal thoughand broke my no.1 earphones..[untitled4].2025Mixed Media on paper and wood75 x 150cm](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6757353129592552505935_0_1981272eb5167983e0c024e07ef1c766.jpg?o=aHR0cHM6Ly9zY29udGVudC1vcmQ1LTMuY2RuaW5zdGFncmFtLmNvbS92L3Q1MS4yODg1LTE1LzQ5MDM5NzY3MF8xNzg4ODM2NTA1MDIzNjEzNl81MTQxMTA5NDA0MDM0ODg2NDM3X24uanBnP3N0cD1jMTQ0LjAuMTE1Mi4xMTUyYV9kc3QtanBnX2UzNV9zNjQweDY0MF9zaDIuMDhfdHQ2Jl9uY19odD1zY29udGVudC1vcmQ1LTMuY2RuaW5zdGFncmFtLmNvbSZfbmNfY2F0PTEwMCZfbmNfb2M9UTZjWjJnR3FqaDNSZm04RkY0T2NqZjI5c1MzdllHa1c0NnFRTTMzdE5aQUtEWVRVQVdMcHdiWFFIQ0NPZkFQMGRsQ1pSUzFzQldsbHFTUDZJb1JpcFJha2kzSkMmX25jX29oYz13eUNfSFdlMi1lc1E3a052d0cwcHRTZCZfbmNfZ2lkPURxZVRKcVJzeWVHNENhWERaUTMxQ0EmZWRtPUFQVTg5RkFCQUFBQSZjY2I9Ny01Jm9oPTAwX0FmNl81NEFTTXFHelVjRy0xY1BnejRnbjE1Mm96MFZqNnJJbFlTSHJhZjgxOXcmb2U9NkEwRkExOUImX25jX3NpZD1iYzBjMmM=&h=536e4868c51ae09a8bfaa3329df24651)
![[roter punkt].2024Installation30 x 45cm.Aside from the installation, I actually use this monitor on a daily basis. Originally, this monitor came from my broken laptop with CPU damage (essentially braindead). My mom’s cutting board was the perfect size and base for this build.The “glitch effects” were actually unintended when I first built this. They occurred due to the fps/Hz differences. (I later learned that the monitor can only receive PAL inputs, not NTSC. It took me a good while to figure out the problem lol)For the installation, I intentionally use the “glitch effects” along with some other minor tweaks. The GoPro is connected via HDMI and has a dummy battery in it.okay enough of this ️...#installation #art #installationart](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6773573132366855251239_0_0bdd080e948628d8f75b902e320bdc5f.jpg?o=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&h=a495474f7cf9ff3a652e2fa5a4507379)
![[filt-].2022pen on paper25 x 14cm.old piece, made it in the late stages of the pandemic....#art #sketchbook #artist #drawing](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6737601428132758101114_0_9acd85741c6b24e92a4c944e85c2c2cf.jpg?o=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&h=7b0fa433320617ee958e233aa9bac437)
![[untitled].2023Mixed Media on wood and paper60 x 120cm.used an ikea table for this one, couldn’t afford a big canvas lol...#mixedmedia #charcoal #art #abstractart](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6818737067211943535063_0_61852298b1362127b36ef4b5f89cad81.jpg?o=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&h=d3b01f0c8d24fe33d8f7c14cd4fe21a0)
