NEW STAND UP SHOW ALERT!!! My fav comment wins free tickets. This is a show about confidence and how it can be both the best and worst thing ever. These are festival dates so I will be adding new cities for one off shows so let me know where else you want me to go! Grateful for everyone who comes to watch me do me thang ❤️🥰 TIX IN BIO PEOPLE 👏
MENTAL HEALTH UPDATE! It’s that time again and this year has been a really strange one… I felt grief for the first time in my life. It’s something I don’t think I’ll be able to put into words and it’s hard to wrap my head around the fact that it will be with me for the rest of my life.
I find that when I’m hit with these heavy emotions I pour a lot of myself into my work and this year I have been so proud of what I have accomplished career wise, taking small steps in the right direction. It has at times felt like a trade-off however. Almost like a balancing act between being successful careerwise and being successful in my personal life.
Romantic relationships are something that I’m still, at the age of 26, completely unsure of. I long for a companion to share my life with, but the moment I think I might have it, I panic and throw it away. A lot of the time I don’t feel worthy of love and I try to convince myself that I’m happy being alone. I battle with being proud of being gay and hating it. I sometimes feel like it’s a curse that’s stolen my chance of having kids or a family. Again, I use my work and creativity to occupy my loneliness a lot of the time.
I am forever grateful for the incredible friends and family that I have around me. I’m truly in awe of their accomplishments and their kindness. I look up to all of them. Every single person that I have in my life helps me so much more than they may know. If this last year has told me anything (this will sound very basic) it’s that our lives can change so quickly. Nothing is guaranteed and we should celebrate every small win we have.
The photos I’ve shared are me at my mental peaks and troughs, notice they aren’t as obvious as you think they might be, so with that check in on the people you love. If you’re ever feeling useless I can guarantee you you’re making someone’s life a lot better just by being in it. Thank you everyone for supporting me and I feel so lucky to be living the life that I am.
