These past few days, I still hoping this is just a thoughtless joke, still clinging to the faint hope that I can hold you again.
I’m struggling to accept this. I don’t want to believe it’s real. Throughout it all, I’m reminded of how incredibly lucky I am to have you as a friend. I can still recall our first trip to MTP so vividly, and now we’ve just completed our third — it all passed in the blink of an eye.
I will never forget our time training together. Especially in estonia last year, the nights we spent nearly sharing a bed. How lucky I was to train those two months with you. I learned so much from you, but the self-discipline you possess is something I could never attain. I really want to shout it out for everyone to hear :
What a kind and outstanding human being you are.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you for always standing by me.
Thank you for bringing me so much joy.
Thank you for chasing pure dreams with me.
I will cherish these fragments of memory for a lifetime. Finally, I just want to say, don’t go teaching heaven the curse words you learned at MTP.
I miss you. Rest well Z🕊️🤍
