You donāt like arguingā¦
and honestly, itās weird. Because Iāll be ready,points lined up, energy set and youāre just there⦠calm.
Like itās not that deep.š
You listen,
you nod,
you donāt even try to win.
And it annoys me⦠small.
Because Iām used to love having⦠spice.
A little chaos.
But you?
You just give me peace.And Iām starting to thinkā¦maybe itās not boring. Maybe itās just something Iām not used to.
Well well well ⦠I thought I needed chaos ⦠turns out I just wasnāt used to peace šš
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This is your sign to take me in properly š¬š not a one-time thing, this is what I do. little set dump š face card never declines and the camera agrees š š½āØ
BOOK ME!!!!!š¤š
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Red for passion.ā¤ļø
Black for power.š¤
Roses for the love that exists beyond definition.
Celebrating connection, loyalty, and the beauty of genuine bonds this Valentineās. š¹
HAPPY VALENTINESāS DAY š¤š«¶
āI told my Ex.ā
.
And I realized there was a difference
When I said I love you I meant something different
The foundation of my Love was built on God
Not your body, not your mind
Not my feelings, not your actions or luck thereof
My I love you was taught by the experts of I love you
So even when I donāt want you I still love you
None of ur wrongs could get rid of the my love for you
And that was the difference between yours and mine
Your I love you was attached to my good days
My good deeds, how well I movedā¦
When you were watching,
How good my words sounded through your ears,
How I made your body feel
But you disappeared on my bad days
My bad days Got me punished
A beating of overthinking
Asking myself why am I imperfectionsā¦
Worth me more not feeling loved by you.
Yet my every emotions scares you
But I took your heaviness onto my shoulders
For as long as I could
And even when itās too much to carry
I crawled straight to God with your problems on my back
And begged him to help me fix them
And begged him to hemp me help you
Because maybe if I did something good
I could feel your love again
And you showed me I have no room forever
My apologies were followed up by silence
And grudges and distance
My apologies leaves you in the middle of the doorway
With your back facing me
As you walk out without even responding
I have to work back up to hearing I love you
But see I now know love as God and God as love
So no wonder you couldnāt love me
Yea, the fish that belonged to me is in the sea of holy water
Where drowning means more life
Where contamination couldnāt even survive
Itās a sea where purity swims
And I love yous were built on the firm of foundation
My first short film of the year filmed and directed by me, starring @_lightskinned_joy and produced by @africanbadbo