It ain’t over yet 💋
📸 by @_jmoca in NYC 📍
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A bit of train journal from yesterday afternoon:
I know what you need.
I know what it feels like when it starts.
Like something is off. Like your body is slightly ahead of you.
Already hungry for something you haven’t tasted yet.
Sweet.
Too sweet.
It sits on your tongue and doesn’t go anywhere.
It lingers,
Getting warmer,
Thicker.
You keep tasting it even when it’s long gone. Suddenly you’re too aware of your tongue, your teeth.
Then the burn.
And finally, you can breathe,
In blissful pain.
That small, embarrassing reaction like your body is grateful
for something as stupid
As smoke.
Like it needed it.
You. Needed. It.
Don’t move.
That’s the best part.
You just let it all happen.
Let the heat land.
Spread.
Is it too fast?
It feels like your body has been waiting to be handled a little bit wrong…
The rest coming to substack soon ❤️
