I've been meaning to post some artwork and I managed to finish this sketchbook so here is a photo dump some of my favorites from it. Ngl I have been really depressed for a while and going through a lot of life changes, this sketchbook was with me through it all every when I didn't know how to go or talk to anyone about things. I have been avoiding a lot so it's great to have an outlet. It's a lot more scratchy looking and really tried to not over think any part of it, all just pen to paper mentality. Truly just create for the fuck of it, who cares how it comes out.
Sketchbook #??? Tw: slight blood and gore
Honestly forgot about this sketchbook for a little, but I found it again. These are from the end of last year when I didn't have art block. I really like these ones a lot because at the time I was experimenting more with my art. Trying out new ideas and references while working with more color overall. Thank you so much Ellie for letting me use your set of markers. Also thanks for reading and I hope you like the art <3
This a small sketchbook I had worked on for a couple months but the overall story is that I went to the reuse center one day and was picking up art supplies. I had found this old sketchbook with a lot pages cut out and very few sketches in it. I decided I was gonna use it as a small little side project in between my own sketchbooks. Just to finish what was left I guess lol. I have no clue who had owned this sketchbook, was the artist that made the little sketches. To whoever they are, I wish them the best and I hope they are still drawing to this day. (The part that says this is ass I drew that not the other person) (the original artist has an amazing art style wish there was more art to show of theirs)
Some of these ones have darker themes so small warning. I wanted to show some more of the art I worked on. Art is one of my main ways of expressing and understanding myself and things around me. What I lack in talent I feel I make up for in expression. Art is for all of my emotions both good and bad.
I've been needing to post these for over a month now. I have plenty more drawings I would love to show but that would be too much to post. After 2 years I managed to complete my sketchbook and have recently started my new one. Just wanted to show some of the ones I feel like kind of show my style best. Thank you for reading this and looking at my art <3 <3 <3
So now that summer is coming to an end, I wanted to add just some of my favorite pictures. I absolutely love you all, and every little memory and moment with you all have changed my life. Thank you for having me in your lives and being in mine.
Small tangent, so...
One thing I'm trying to work on is being more aware and appreciative of all that is in my life. Due to my bpd, I often become so disconnected with myself and life. I look at the memories I've made, and honestly it often doesn't feel real. I feel lost a lot of the time as many people do, fearing the worst and confused with the best. My insecurities can sadly get the better of me, but that's my responsibility to handle. That's why I will always be more than grateful for everyone who has stayed in my life desperate all my many flaws to say the least. All of you make me want to at least try, and I hope I grow into the person I want to be. Thank you truly, and I look forward all the memories to come.
Sorry for the sappy and corny ass rant lol
This is some of my favorite pictures from the last several shows I have gone to with one my best friends Ellie, I love every show that we have gone to, and every memory made. Seeing knocked loose with my amazing boyfriend Reese and Ellie. All the local shows, absolutely fucking amazing! Truly meeting so many amazing people.
Here are some of my different photos from all the fucking badass shows I've been to lately. Truly every show makes my heart whole. Just the energy is impossible to explain. Forever I'm thankful for one of my best friends, Ellie who brought me into this scene (LOVE YOU BITCH!!!) We are meeting so many amazing people (like @murphy_lawless_ and many more)
Some of the fucking amazing bands are PRINCESS, Bala rise and the uprising, kithbah, and so many amazing artists. YOU ALL ARE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!!!
This is from my last sketchbook that I finished during my most recent IOP group. I don't often day this but I'm proud of the progress I've made in my art. Each drawing I learn a little something new. <3
I forgot to post this sooner but sadly got distracted by somethings in my personal life. Tho I absolutely loved this show, going with Ellie, and some of our other friends was so fun and unforgettable. Ever band was so fucking good and talented! You all are so talented, thank you for the amazing show!! :D
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So this all the pictures on these post are out of order through out the year, and I have a lot more but these are some of my favorites and mean a lot. To me the repents different parts of 2023. It was a rollercoaster in many ways but it was completely worth every second. I know I made many mistakes and I will keep making mistakes, though you all help me want to better myself and grow with ever moment. To end all of these, I just want to say thank you one more time, you all mean the absolutely world to me. I hope we can have many more years together. Let's all grow old and drunk/high together lol. Maybe one day we will take over Pluto.
