From when I was 13 thru high school, I took my guitar with me almost every day. Growing up, I didn't feel safe expressing myself, but when I swung the axe I could show how I felt. I'm sure a lot of us can relate
Then my 20s came around and I began feeling disappointed with music. The forces telling me to make money and secure my future started winning. So when there was talk about forming a union at the job I'd been at for years, I got super invested. If we won, I'd finally feel good about my place in the world
But after so many tribulations trying to form the first courier union in Canada, I was depressed. The guitar thru which I sang had been silent for a while, and I hadn't learnt other means of expression. No wonder despite all the loving people around me, I felt isolated and alone
That chapter taught me an important lesson: It didn't matter what happened in the world, if I would ever “make it”, if anyone liked my music. I am an artist. That's the hand I was dealt. There was no doubt anymore
Nothing could take away the creator inside me. I used to worry that one day it'd disappear since it seemed to have come from nowhere, but the creative spirit is always in you. It just needs nurturing
Back to 2024. I knew the guitar would always be there for me. Even if I was playing bass in other ppl's projects, or rapping as
@courrier.rouge , she would always embrace me
While I didn't “put out” anything as Iván Darío this year, I played a lot, in the truest sense of the word. These 3 short clips are just my favourites from the year!
The sentimentality, the tension and release, and the intricacy in all these pieces are all better than it's ever been. It gave me joy playing, just like when I was a niño, painting on the floor
Hope yall take a few mins to relax listening to these tunes. Should I put them out in 2025? “Sombre guitar to study to”, “melancholic guitar for a rainy day” type shit? Maybe use them as samples and rap over them?
1. Me and hermano, xmas 2000
2. Joie de Vivre, original
3. Untitled original
4. Untitled original
5. Running the show from early! At a Latino community event for kids in north Toronto in 98 or 99