Tiffany de Leon đŸ‡”đŸ‡­ Tutubi Asul

@_holding.space_

Heartist Holistic RN Reiki Master-Teacher đ–ĄŒđ–„§đ“‹Œâ˜Ÿđ–€“đ–Šč Ceremonial Guide Birth/Postpartum/Grief Doula ♡ Mama to Kapampangan Ilocano Cherokee Creole Kings
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Brightest solar return blessings to my beautiful queen @_holding.space_ â€ïžâ€đŸ”„ I’m endlessly grateful to grow beside you — to love you, dream with you, and to witness the life we are gently calling into existence together. Thank you for being my balance, my anchor and my fire. You light up every cell in my being and fill me with joy, making anything seem possible. I love you so much 😘✹
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3 months ago
Happy 23rd birthday, my wonderful son and best friend @_chrystianleonard_ đŸ€Ž From the very beginning, you carried a quiet strength and an old-soul wisdom that felt familiar — like we were meant to walk this life side by side. Your arrival was divine timing. You came into my life one day before my birthday and became the rebirth I didn’t know I needed. The moment I looked into your eyes, something in me woke up and knew your spirit was here to save me, to guide us. You became my compass through this existence. You taught me courage, tenderness, and how to choose safety, truth, and love — for my children and for myself — and you opened the door to my relationship with Mama Earth, her medicine, and the power of energy. I made a vow then to create a sanctuary where you and your brother could thrive, and I’m so grateful I trusted that calling. You are deeply rooted and grounded, steady and strong — yet light enough to dream, to rise, and to fly. You carry wisdom, depth, and gentleness with such ease. Watching you grow into the empathetic human you are today has been one of the greatest blessings of my life and I am truly in awe of you. Keep walking in your light and protect your beautiful heart. Trust your path, even when it unfolds slowly. Your ancestors walk with you, and so do we — always. May your journey onward and upward be so blessed, my lovely son. I love being your mommy đŸ€ forever so grateful you were born and for our amazing relationship and bond! Missing you extra and hopeful we’ll hang out soon, my birthday twin. *TIGHEST LONGEST HUG & KISS* Mommy loves you so so much! đŸ„łđŸŽˆđŸŒ±đŸȘ¶đŸ§
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3 months ago
Happy Golden Birthday, our sweet EĂĄko Zyon. Four on January 4—you’re a blessing! Not so long ago, we were surrounding you with prayers—welcoming you earthside, holding hope and love through your surgeries. And somehow, here we are. Time has flown, but what a beautiful flight it’s been. Four years in and living the best life! You are both the warrior and the wise one, oh but also the wildest one—my last likkle sidekick. We love seeing the world through your eyes and walking beside you as we discover it together. I always dreamt of moving to Hawai‘i, but it was you who made that dream real. This year of four feels exciting and tender all at once. Letting go of the baby EZ stages was hard—but this season with you? Oh, I wish I could hold it forever. You’ve taught me how to slow down more, be fully present, and truly thrive rather than survive. From spotting construction trucks and rescue vehicles on island roads, to loud calls for help to wipe your poopy butt, starting school, learning how to speak in Filipino and Hawaiian, and those sweet “thank you mama” moments—gosh your silly appreciative of the little things self amazes me. I love cooking breakfast together, ocean swims, nature walks, bedtime cuddles—these are the moments that fill my heart. Your Kuyas adore you and our whole Ê»ohana feels the magic from you being added on. We are so forever grateful that Daddy’s heart yearned to become a dad and asked for you to be brought earthside. My heart lights up seeing Daddy have the very best likkle partner. You are always ready to jump in and help with daddy’s tools and the garden. Our Ê»ohana is forever grateful you chose us. You’re our special gift and a bright light in our lives. Soon, you’ll be back on a plane—off to “stay at another hotel,” just like you asked for your wish. I can’t wait to share all the surprises we’ve planned for your 4th birthday! Big mahalo our beloved, EZ, for blessing us with your beautiful spirit. Always know how deeply loved you are—exactly as you are. Mama is always here for you. Mama will always support you. Mama will always be your best friend and biggest fan. I love you so so so much! Thank you for being born. đŸ€
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4 months ago
(っ˶ ˘ ᔕ˘)ˆᔕ ˆ˶ς) ⋆˚.*ïœ„âŸĄïœĄïŸŸ 2025 til ♟ ïœĄïŸŸâŸĄïœ„*.⋆˚
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4 months ago
Happy 26th Birthday, my handsome young man @brycepacpaco . đŸ€Ž Another year older, wiser, deeper in who you are becoming. By now you know that everything in life unfolds with purpose—every lesson, every pause, every season of growth. You keep becoming more of who you’re meant to be. Another year older, wiser, softer in the right places, stronger in the ones that needed it. Life has shown you that nothing happens by accident. Every detour, every quiet season, every breakthrough has been part of your becoming. And I am so proud of the man you’re shaping yourself into. I’m here for you—always, in every version of you, in every chapter. It’s a gift to witness your evolution
 to watch you stand in your truth, honor your spirit, and surround yourself with people who see you and love you for who you are. That’s what matters. I’m grateful you’re letting yourself rest, breathe, realign. Choosing what nourishes your mind, your body, and your soul. I pray that this year brings you only healthy, steady, wholehearted people—those who add to your peace, not take from it. And remember, my son: a person’s true character behind closed doors
 their self-respect, their quiet integrity
 that’s what lasts. Keep being that kind of man. Protect your spirit. Don’t allow anyone who lacks those qualities to be close enough to dim your light. It affects not only you, but everyone who loves you. You are blessed. You are rare. And when you choose your next path, I know goodness and growth will rise up to meet you. This next chapter will be beautiful—different in all the right ways. I’m holding your hand through it all, even from afar. Always. I love you so much, baby! Thanks for making me a mom on this day, 26 years ago 😘
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5 months ago
My most precious bb girl, my sister-daughter, my heart — Chanel. đŸ’”đŸŒˆđŸŸ My heart aches at having to write this — a moment no one ever wishes to face, a time I knew would come but never imagined would happen while I was away. After I finished officiating the beautiful wedding ceremony of dear friends in LA on 9/20 — an evening overflowing with love — my sweet girl began her own sacred journey, taking her final breaths surrounded by love in Hawai’i as she crossed the veil. Though she was held in the most caring hands, surrounded by chosen family, with me on FaceTime and receiving Reiki, my heart aches that I wasn’t holding her through. She was always glued to me, my shadow, my constant companion — and I long for just one more moment in her presence. Still, I trust the divine timing of her journey. Sweet Chanel came into our lives when I gifted her to my mom in 2010. When my mom passed unexpectedly a year later, Chanel and I clung to each other — healing through our shared grief. She became my companion, my travel sister, my hiking buddy, my healer
 the most magical addition to our family. 🌾✹ She helped raise my boys, Bryce & Chrystian, cuddling Chrystian through long nights when I was a single mama and nursing student. When EZ arrived earthside, she became his protector — another mother’s heart in the tiniest body, always by his side, nudging us when he cried. From SCV to Highland Park to Long Beach to HawaiÊ»i, she journeyed through life and love with me. I’m endlessly grateful her final year was spent in paradise — free, wild, and at peace under the Hawaiian sun. đŸŒș☀ We held a beautiful ceremony and laid her to rest beneath our rainbow eucalyptus tree 🌈🌳 — a sacred resting place where her spirit will dance in the breeze. I find comfort believing she’s now reunited with my mom, her first mama, surrounded by love beyond this veil. âœšđŸ€ Thank you to everyone who loved her, cared for her, and felt her magic. She was pure love wrapped in fur, my greatest teacher in softness, presence, and devotion. I am missing her more than words can say. I love you forever, my bb girl. You are free now, but you’ll always be home in my heart. Nudge me anytime please ❀
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7 months ago
Greenstone is a farm and sanctuary that has held so many of us in deep healing, ceremony, love, and transformation. It has been an altar of remembrance, rooted in the land, spirit, and generations of devotion. After decades of offering their hearts, home, and healing land to the community, the beloved family of Greenstone Farm & Sanctuary is now in (urgent) need of communal support and care. This sanctuary, lovingly tended for over 54 years, has been a sacred space for gatherings, ceremonies, healing, education, and refuge—serving countless people from all walks of life. But now, the family behind Greenstone is facing a series of overlapping adversities that have made it nearly impossible to sustain their daily care needs and continue stewarding the land. This is an invitation for those who have been directly touched and for those who feel the call in their heart to support the beauty, generosity, profound healing and love that is offered at Greenstone and by the Grace / Carder-Vindel / Askari family [ @greenstonefarm_la / @mama_meadow / @eric_askari ] to uplift them in this time of great change in their lives. Thank you, dear Greenstone [G-Ma, Meadow, Eric, Osh and all the plant relatives]—you have been teachers, kin, medicine and examples of what it means to live in prayer, to serve with heart, and to walk in deep integrity and divine love. Your love and generosity have poured into me, my family, my students, and our wider community. You have welcomed all, embodying what love is, spreading and sharing your roots of Afro/Indigenous wisdom and ceremony, educating earth stewardship, honoring those who came before to keep traditions alive while teaching youth the importance of continuing this connection. You have woven a tapestry of prayer and love for so many. Now, may we wrap you with our prayers, love, and support. ‹This is a call to give back.‹To circle the care.‹To help sustain the land, the home, and the family who have held space for so many. This is not just a fundraiser—it’s a prayer for preservation, for healing, and for full circle love. 🌀 Link in bio to give them the gift of receiving â€šđŸ€đŸ™đŸœđŸȘ¶ With all my heart & deep gratitude always
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9 months ago
Release 2 Receive â€ïžâ€đŸ”„âœš 📍 Halema'um'a'u Crater, Mt. KÄ«lauea Volcano
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10 months ago
The year of my silent ceremony with self. It started on 1.1.24 @ 1:11pm with calling in community/chosen family to gather in our beloved Greenstone Farm & Sanctuary before I consciously, silently began the deep work of releasing. A reverend pause to do the inner work of listening to creator and letting go of all that defined me, any labels, of every attachment, of every safety net, of nearly every physical possession, of holding space, of anything that took up space/that didn’t feel light, and surrendered everyone I love to divine spirit while being very intentional as guided by intuition to only keep close my partner, parent(s), siblings, kids, chosen seen and unseen angels, and ancestors — which allowed for a life full of nothing, no thing, so weightless with new clear space to manifest a quantum leap
 and it happened! The letting go was intense, scary, painful, devotional, loving work; however, the new or the receiving was almost beyond belief easeful, joyful, powerful, full of blessings and supreme love. Swung into a life of aloha. LOVE, I am so alive! Thank you for loving us. Thank you all for allowing us to love you. Thank you for understanding that we had to pause from showing up and surrender all to God while entrusting tools, teachings, medicine, community — in order to show up for the calling of loving self so completely to allow for the highest possible health, joy, breath, light and to truly thrive. This dream has its purpose. We will be with you again. We will see you here. We love you. I love you. [ 1-4. đŸŽ”: #carlosniñoandfriends || 📍: @greenstonefarm_la || đŸŽ„: @joshuasarlo ]
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1 year ago
What a truly auspicious alignment to relocate to Hawaii during Filipino American History Month đŸ€ŽđŸ‡”đŸ‡­âœš The signal feels stronger than ever. The land is channeling the memories and motions of my ancestors. Their sweat has watered the roots of these trees and fruits. They’re making me remember. Their prayers are pulling me back to the past, pacifying me in the present and propelling me into the future. The moment we touched down on this island @_holding.space_ sat down with my parents and I, and started to do what she magically does best
 connect the dots. She uncovered rich history on both sides of my lineage that trace back to Hawaii. We learned that my great lolo Sebastian Tomas (my mother’s grandfather) immigrated from Piddig, Ilocos Norte to Hawaii for decades to work for the Hawaiian Sugar Co. He traveled back and forth from the age of 18 to 45, laboring and sending money back home to the Philippines, creating a legacy of farming on two different islands. To my surprise we also learned that my lolo Maurice Parel (my father’s father), his brother Julian Parel and their dad Pedro Parel (my great grandfather) traveled from Binalonan, Pangasinan to work on the Lihue Plantation and the Waipio Pineapple Plantation, after serving and surviving on the frontlines of WWII, as part of the 1st Filipino Infantry Regiment. As I sit and type this out, it’s tripping me out just thinking about the synchronicities that brought us back here
 to the same pathways
 to the same practices. To continue the existence of our forebears... In a different place, in a different time, we still share the same dreams. I hold the highest honor to bring both of my parents back to the soil that their family tilled and to continue the legacy through EZ. When Tiffany and I brought him into this existence we called him forth with the power of a million ancestors. I had no idea that we’d uncover this connection but it’s so clear now that they’ve been guiding us here all along đŸ™đŸœ
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1 year ago
COME BUY, SAY HI & GIVE US A HUG GOODBYE 😭💞 [Not gonna lie
 we don’t believe in goodbyes, but we’re migrating to Hawaii! We will deeply miss our mainland family & this may be the last time we’ll get to see you before we shift dimensions.] MOVING off the mainland SALE Saturday and Sunday September 14th - 15th Special Guest on Sunday: @titorudys halo-halo so you can chill 🍧 9am [PST] Island time — no early birds! 2744 Daisy Ave Long Beach, CA 90806
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1 year ago
We made a plan to get here, but it turns out God’s plan was better. To be WILD, FREE & LOVING. The time is now. An altar for all. But first — for our family. đŸ€
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1 year ago