@_beholding

'Narcissus' out now
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9 days ago
🌐KAMLOOPS🌐 So very excited to be coming back to Beautiful Kamloops BC on May 1st for a show with @jankyeyedjury and @_beholding at @bridgeview_theatre 🎼❤️🎤 Buy advance tickets NOW using the link in our bio!!
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1 month ago
No gods, no masters, just pure tone. Prepare for transmissions from the other side. 🚀 Fuzz Klub Cabaret is GO, a total immersion into sound and vision for the truly initiated. Expect deep drones, shimmering frequencies, and a kaleidoscopic journey through ambient, psychedelic, alternative, mind-bending noise. Featuring performances by: @_beholding Preta @thisgildedage Forget your preconceptions. This is a DIY exploration, stripped back to pure essence. Think infinite sustain, hypnotic repetition, and the kind of sonic gravity that pulls you into the void and brings you back changed. 👁 FUZZ KLUB CABARET 👁 🎶 Ambient // Alternative // Psychedelic 🎨 Art Installations 📍 Graciously hosted by Haus of Misfit 🗓Thursday June 26 ⏰ Doors 6 PM / Music 7 PM $15 at the door Tune in, turn on, drop out. #FuzzKlubCabaret #DIYMusic #UndergroundVancity #AmbientMusic #PsychedelicRock #AlternativeMusic #Spacemen3Vibes #MindMelt #VancouverMusic
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10 months ago
'Narcissus' is out now. endless thanks to @optimusreim for the drums, @staymedia.co for recording the drums and @holycow.studio for mastering the record to tape. you are all absolutely the best and helped massively in finding the identity of the record and helping me believe in the project. i also need to thank all of my friends and family who bear with me always being busy recording and then always rambling about mythology and philosophy, and all the time spent listening to the album for feedback and notes and everything. it would not be possible without you so i am very grateful🖤 if you download the album on bandcamp it comes with all the artwork and lore and secret things that are pretty essential to the album and i worked really hard to make. i'll also have CD's hopefully today at some point, so look out for those. thanks for listening everybody. ❤️🖤
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1 year ago
hey friends i've been working really hard for a year to make the next beholding record that's coming out in a couple weeks. I call the record Narcissus. there's a song out now from it called Vancouver lights. thanks @optimusreim for your incredible drums, thanks to @staymedia.co for recording the drums, and thanks @holycow.studio for all the help mastering this thing. and thanks sis @koravanderlip for help with the video, which is on my youtube channel. there's also another song out now if you head over to my bandcamp. thanks so much for listening everyone ❤️
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1 year ago
i just need to finish the album
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1 year ago
our split album is in the world woo! @evan_sidewalker it's called everyone is so dang nice here/somethings artwork by Dayna @ode2midmorning i worked on and sat with this music for a long time and the songs never had a home anywhere, until Evan asked if i wanted to do a split and i realized i had to finish these songs, get them out of me and make sure the beholding story was caught up with where i am now in my life. the last few years have been intense and i think this is a way to try and put those feelings out there and be somewhere else for a change. so this is a bit of a musical catching-up and so these songs on my side of the album go from oldest to newest recordings. they're about learning to use tape and my 4track for recording and my cats that went missing and people that jump off of bridges and the feeling of living on a Wednesday night.. i'll never stop dwelling and wallowing in thoughts and memories probably but now i can move on to more recent ones at least, on to stranger and distant shimmery different work now. i'm also so happy these are shared on an album with my dear friend Evan, whose creativity is endlessly inspiring. so please enjoy these mostly unrelated tunes from myself and Evan's beautiful beautiful tunes and thank you so much for listening, it means everything <3
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2 years ago
our split album comes out on friday 🌌 @evan_sidewalker
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2 years ago
hey friends i make these lists every year but never share them, and i thought, hey might as well share them and let you know what i've been listening to and loving this year. it has been a great year for discovering and meeting artists this year, so grateful for all of ya. this isn't as long as my usual lists since i listened to way less new music this year, but hoping 2024 is another year of lots of new stuff again. thanks for reading and hope you check these out💚
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2 years ago
hello! in the winter last year I buried the master cassette for my album "collapse" in the woods and dug it up in the spring after the ground thawed, and I washed it in some puddles and then left it to melt on the dash in my car over the summer. I was hoping the tape would still play and it does, so I've just released this version of the album on bandcamp, if you're interested in listening. it's the same album just more destroyed and fucked up sounding. it's been just over a year since I released the album originally, so thanks to you folks who listened and have been listening to it. normally I wouldn't see the point in doing an alt version, but this in some ways feels like a more definitive version of the album, so I figured I might as well put it out there. links in the bio, again it's just on bandcamp, thanks!
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3 years ago
sky/stick/swan/aaaaa/street/ssssstree sometimes i remember to bring my camera places and so i have been taking photos occasionally🥸👈
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4 years ago
some film from the past lil bit.. have a great day✌️🥸
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4 years ago