last year my ankle was injured for 7 months and it led to me feeling really stuck. I was fresh into a new move and I couldn’t walk much without pain. the physical limitations started to bleed into my mental state too. I’d get dreams at night where I can’t run no matter how hard I’d try. I realized a lot of my life last year felt like I was dragging my hind leg, trying to push forward, trying to run away.
I wanted to make this film a whole thing, pulling from feelings of heartache, life draining my bank account, and prolonged loneliness but honestly I lost my motivation and didn’t want to dig too deep into my feelings because I was exhausted after spending a year feeling it all. I did really enjoy this shot with my new friend jay, though.
did some photo work for @withdeathcomeslife and their new drop. it's not often that I'm doing the stills side of things, but I really enjoyed myself on this shoot.
new camera alert 🚨 bought an ARRI SR1 16mm camera. this thing is a dream and produces the most beautiful, natural looking images I've ever filmed. shot on Kodak 500T @kodak_shootfilm developed at @preservefilm
