“What Would I Do Without You Clef?” 10/25
This Tape is painted with hours upon hours of tears, rage,pain, frustration,sadness, and love. There are so many versions of this record stemming all the way back to 5 years ago. I will not lie when I say this tape has been one of the most depressing things to finish, almost if it was an open wound that would not heal if it wasn’t released to the universe. I still believe that wound is still open. I’ve grown an uncomfortable sustain to this project, But I’ve learn to see the beauty in the pain and chaos. I ask you all to walk into this world I’ve created with open arms and ears to experience all its emotion filled nooks and crannies.
Thank you to these lovely human beings for lending their skills and wizardry and trusting me with their well crafted soundscapes.
@_reallyjustin@mat1k___@ceekay.wav@braysteez
And thank you all for allowing me to hoot and holler in your sound systems for however long you’ve been on this space ship with me. It never goes unnoticed. <3
I was gonna do this as a story but I feel a lot people just click through them lmao. The Last few months- well year I’ve viewed social media or really my phone differently. I wanna stay truthful when I say this aswell. If you’re wondering why I’m so slow at responding back to texts and dms it’s not personal in any way but it is on purpose. I tend to get overwhelmed easy in this day of age paired with our country being ran by demonic predators,financial struggles even dealing with this horrible feeling I get when posting content for my art. I know what to post but never post cuz what I want to post doesn’t work for the forever changing algorithm, So I just step away from it all. Not to mute everything, but just to breathe. I’ve spent the last 3 years putting others before myself. And I enjoy it, I like helping/aiding my friends and close ones but i haven’t help or aided myself.
This isn’t a cry for help or anything but this is just me trying to express my path for self love and self worth. I want to be able to come on here and be my most authentic self without putting up this façade up like shit sweet when in reality it’s not. The world sucks ass and it’s the inevitable lmao. Until I can properly feel comfortable to enter back into the social media world I’ll be keeping my head down. Again I’m okay but my body is telling me I’m not so i must listen to that.
There’s a lot cool things coming out soon that I’m proud to be apart of so I can’t wait for you all to see those unfold. Till then, I’ll be back eventually. I’ll pop in here and there maybe doom scroll once or twice lmao but stream the music,byobf,and speak up. Luv, Kendrick.🤎
SOS 25’🤎 I’m still overly in awe of how beautiful that night was. Those there would truly understand this gut feeling I’ve been feeling since the 16th. A night of magic,vulnerability,yearning,and love. Shout out the homies mannn it was an honor to perform along side you all. (A special Shout out to Mr. Mike DFG @mike_dfg 🥸🤎)
Photos by @amyschwartzphotos & @nikodachico
“HIDING” 1/16!!🤘🏾🤎 I’ve had this song for 6months now. Just collecting dust in my laptop waiting to be released. I thought it was finally time to let it breathe life and take its first steps. I hope you all enjoy this tune as much as I do.
