when the sun’s power returns
the warming beams hug your pale skin for the first time
and memories once forgotten flash before your eyes
leaving sweet yearning sensation
Spring Nostalgia
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The recording of my set from @release_prague is now online on YouTube and SoundCloud!! (Link in bio)
It goes up and down, deep to funky, warm to melanchonic, soft to hard.. I even played two of my own tracks... It has everything hehe!! Big thanks to all friends who came to support and made it feel like home ❤️🩹🎢
This was my first gig after more than a year-long break and boy I didn't even know how much was missing from my life w/o playing... I have never really talked publically about why I stopped, but to put it simply, I burned out hard... Back 2024 I was super determined to get myself out there as an artist so I really was going hard, I went out every week to events with the goal to make connections.. This was going fairly well and I hit all my goals untill eventually, as I got deeper into the scene, I started seeing things and patterns that I didn't like... On the surface it's all fun and games but there's also a dark (and pretty obvious) side to this party world that I just couldn't get over... Over time this has really started getting to me and I started doubting why do I even want to be here, I didn't know if I like playing anymore or just the attention. Everything started feeling fake, I wanted to become friends with everyone, but not because of genuine interest, but with the vision of getting booked... And that's where I missed the key part of the underground music scene (and life general I guess lol) - ✨genuine connection✨or something :d Not realising this I kept going and it really started to undermine my mental health. This also paired with me getting evicted in May that year and not being able to find a stable home till October... Last straw was when I had to move for the fourth time in five months, I ran out of my strenght and had to take a huge leap back from everything.
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My latest single "Look Inwards" is online on all streaming platforms
Big thanks to @forcedtoforst for helping me taking it across the finish line and for mix and master 🖤
(it's still not on Tidal unfortunatelly, the track just didn't go live there and I don't know the reason at all :///)
#techno #release #underground